it’s the not knowing that drives my crazy.
I am just going off wishful thinking or do you really like me the same?
I like you, but it’s hard not knowing if the feeling is mutual, like what if you don’t like me and you’re just being nice…
Or I’m just keeping you entertained till the right girl comes in your life.
Not knowing open minds to different scenarios, but at the same time it keeps me sufficed.
It lets me believe that you do like me, that everything you say is true
and I’m not just a temporary fix.
I could be someone you could see yourself with.
See it’s crazy how it leaves me to believe that it’s all true but lies at the same time…
she’s my piece of perfection 💞
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I’m just gonna let the world figure this out
What does this mean???? Help????
Wait for it
P.icture D.oesnt M.atch P.ost
What though the radiance which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower;
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind;
In the primal sympathy
Which having been must ever be;
In the soothing thoughts that spring
Out of human suffering;
In the faith that looks through death,
In years that bring the philosophic mind.
I know it’s not healthy to keep my emotions bottled inside but that’s all I know… but at night I’m left to deal with them!!! I don’t wanna I just want them to go away. Fred on my mind, how much my life sucks, I feel alone… I am alone and I realize that everytime I’m home by myself or in my room, I’ve changed people actually think I’m shy… never in my life have I been a shy person, I have no interest in people anymore. What happened to me? I was never like this I actually call myself pathetic. Who in their right mind does that? I let people use me when they want the diss me like a ass but I allow them to do it. Love has no meaning anymore it’s just another word in the dictionary. I feel like I’m either slowly killing myself or slowly driving myself to insanity. Can I see what’s its like to have a clear heart,mind,& soul? What it’s like to have no worries?if I felt that I don’t think I’d ever wanna come back to this world I’m living in now. I have no one to talk to all I have is myself & I know it’s okay to talk to yourself from time to time but I feel like I’m about to start answering myself & that’s not good!!! I need a baby in my life babies bring me joy. I miss my little cousin. If I could I’d hug him & never let go! Can I trust again? I think that’s my problem here it’s hard for me to trust so it’s hard for me to open up. I don’t wanna be hurt anymore I don’t think I could take anymore hurt & disappointment in my life.
I swear over the past 3 years I’ve only had one “friendship” that been on & off. honestly I’m kinda over the bs like I tried sticking around because I considered it to be one of my good friendships. One person has NEVER given me so many ducking headaches!!! My Bestfriend (RIP) would always tell me I gotta stop being nice to people & stop always just seeing the good in people, because not all those people are gonna be there when I’m done. & I’ve seen that I’ve tried tell this friend things but out conversations are always a joke or some how get switch over to about being about them. IM DONE. I can’t & won’t do it anymore.
my booty getting small.
Jennifer Lawrence at 85th Academy Awards, 2013.